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29th May 2012

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when you sit in the living room after your dad having a massive go at you because you wouldnt help him carry some stuff down the garden as you were revising, and sit there trying to stop yourself crying and then the whole family blanks you for the rest of the day and makes bitchy comments behind your back to eachother

this is why i want to move out

27th May 2012

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dont care

well … exams safely failed, so uni not happening at any point soon, why am i such a twat? why didnt i work earlier rather than just starting a month before? such an idiot

i dont even know about my friends anymore, how are you supposed to know if they are ‘real’ friends or not? they’re all inviting me out places but i just dont want to go, and dont want to seem rude for not going, its so awkward. i think im just generally a really unsociable person, i just dont like people and being ‘nice’ all the time, i get fed up of it

i dont even care anymore, they can all hate me if they want, i dont care, ill just go hide away in the library, then maybe next year i wont fail again, then i can just go through life being my unsociable self, and just live on my own

hate the sunny weather too, having to wear sleeves and full length jeans to cover up scars/cuts, its too hot for that, hate it

just a bit of an evening rant

23rd May 2012

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22nd May 2012

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Call Me When You’re Sober - Evanescence 

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22nd May 2012

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Everybody’s Fool: Evanescence 
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Everybody’s Fool: Evanescence 

I love this song. It’s up in my top ten favorites.

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22nd May 2012

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22nd May 2012

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have you ever been so lost?

know the way and still so lost

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21st May 2012

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21st May 2012

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20th May 2012

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